So there I sat, in the shower. With water crashing at the top of my head, rushing down the sides. I was hoping the sound would silence out my thoughts. It did for a while. But just not long or loud enough. Amidst the sounds of water all around me, my thoughts were still swirling around in my head. They were still fixed on you.
Friday, December 17, 2010
I tried to focus on the sounds of the water crashing. But it only made me think about things even more. I thought of the events of the past 2 weeks. The events has made me realize things I always thought I knew, I didn't. It has opened my mind and heart to a whole new idea and understanding.
I know now what I want. More than ever.