BMW Power!

Doesn't that just looks awesomely hot? rawr~

Pour considérer au moment

Pourquoi est-ce qu'est-il acceptable que une personne égoïste soit égoïste mais son un péché mortel pour qu'une personne désintéressée soit égoïste ?

One Night Affair

Yesterday, was the most awesome Sunday of my life EVER. Don't think anything can top going Muse's concert. Only Ijan, Charlene and I went for it. We met up in college at about 5 and headed for Stadium Negara straight away. We thought we were early, but by the time we got there, the place was already packed! So I parked and we headed to the stadium but then we decided to walk to Times Square for food. We had tepanyaki there. After dinner we walked back to the stadium and now there's tons more people around! Since the gates were not opened yet, we just stood there together with everyone else. Then at about 7 they opened the gates and we went in to our seats. Had to wait there for ages, seeing people get into the stadium. Suddenly at 8:50 the lights went out and Muse got on stage! Woooohoooo! Matt Bellamy sported a red sweater with red pants. They then kicked it off with Knights of Cydonia. Everyone was jumping and singing. The atmosphere was electric! Knights of Cydonia was totally kicking live! After that they played Hysteria and everyone went mental! Some of the other songs they performed was Butterflies & Hurricanes , Stockholm Syndrome, Feeling Good, Sing for Absolution, Soldier's Poem, Apocalypse Please, Newborn. MY favourite songs performed were Starlight, Plug-in Baby and Time is Running Out. The concert was a bit short for me, only lasting for 100 minutes. We wanted more, but sadly there was no encore. So we headed out and then headed to Ali Maju for supper. Sent the girls home and so did I. It was certainly one of the best moments of my life and I'd want to catch them live again. Hope its soon enough. :)

Saturday Afternoon

It has been a while since I last updated about what I've been up to lately. For starters, I haven't been doing much so thats why I haven't update about it. And I still haven't been up to anything lately so that means this post will pretty much be crap. So I decided to write up about my college mates.




This is Shafizan. All of us call her Izan or Ijan. She hails from the land of Sarawak. I can't remember if I every saw her before, but I got to know her at the buka puasa steamboat all of us had. Ijan is very happy-go-lucky. She's smiling almost all the time. Ijan will always try and cheer up anyone thats sad or down. Especially Gilly. She's a very caring person and a very good listener. Very fitting for you to be come a psychologist or psychiatrist Ijan ;) She's my college lepak buddy. Haha. Usually we will hang around in college till about 9 or 10pm. Have fun back in Sarawak now Ijan!







This is the big guy, Adam. We usually call him Adam or Atam. Though he's big, he's very gentle and nice. Always the one to make all of us crack with his jokes. Never fails to make everyone laugh. Very smart and although he doesn't study. Hails from Rawang. You can hardly see me in college without him. It's like we're glued together or something. Got to know him back in my first semester when he was talking about hacking. XD He's also one of the few IT people among all of us. He's on holidays now, but his classes will start soon enough. Then he can join me and Ijan lepaking in college at night :P
Not to mention, the other hot guy in college besides me is Adam. Together we are the two hottest guys in college.










This is Gillian. The others call her Gilly, but I call her either Gilleh, or Billeh. Got to know her when me and Adam were teaching Kim and her IT. She was a bit sombong that time. In her own words, lansi! Gilly is very very very blur. She stones most of the time. Very smart and hardworking. Loves to play foosball. Now days, you can see her emo, so anyone that sees her emo-ing, go and tell her not to. If she still does, smack her. Gilly, stop eating, fat already :P You know I'm kidding Billeh XD and Gilly, read newspaper more!









This is Amir. Now days, we call him Amirruddin. He's one of em business students. He already started his 2nd year. But he always comes back to the dsa to lepak with all of us. Amir is weird. He is all hardcore and emo and all. dresses up rock-ish. But listens to hiphop. He will always be sms-ing. Can never see him without his phone in his hands. Amir has the mantap-est butt among us and all of us agree on that XD











This is Charlene Marie Samuel. Famously known as Leneh. Another weirdo :P, like Amir, because she looks like a rocker chick, but listens to hiphop XD She is usually the last one to arrive in college because her classes start late. I simply love to bug and annoy her. Especially early in the morning. She will always say that its too early in the morning for it. She has literally kicked my butt for no reason o.o but I just simply can't resist bugging her all day. Leneh, FAIL LA FAILLLLL. XD










This is Sugunthira Piragash. Better known as Kumar. If someone were to ask me if I know of any Malaysian, I'd point to Kumar. He speaks english, malay, tamil and cantonese. He may look gangsta and all but believe me, he's far from it. We call him Hero Tamil. Simply because he looks like a tamil hero in most of the pics I take of him. He is my foosball partner. Kumar main belakang, aku main depan o.o Currently just just inherited his brother's car and just made the decision to forget a certain someone. Carry on with the good work Kuuuuuumar. Kumar is also a sweet tooth and he can't drink for nuts. Seriously.










This is Kimberley Tan. I call her auntie Kim. Because she calls me uncle. I got to know her when Adam and I tutored her for IT. Kim can get stressed up easily at times, so Kim, chilllllll. I will annoy her the whole day in college, non-stop. Hence, she will end up smacking me, kicking me, pinching me or chase me in the dsa. She has soggy brain which needs to be corrected everytime anyone touches her head. She thinks she's fat. Which is absolutely not true. And she is a sweet tooth just like me and Kumar. Quite short as well :P and not forgetting she has OCD.









This is Fidi, but we call him pendek or kenit. He is the whackiest person ever. The things he does, my god. Fidi has no shame at all. NEVER bring him to the movies, or he will make you embarrassed. He absolutely loves football and is a devil when playing football. Can eat a lot for a small guy. People mistake him for a girl all the time. Tells stories about his life as if he's 90 years old. The things he and his siblings do, are simply amazing.

Random Things About Aliff

1. He reads the newspaper back to front.

2. He strongly believes that vegetables is a government conspiracy to brainwash the population.

3. He is extremely shy no matter how loud you see he is.

4. He talks to his cats, cars, hamsters, and to himself.

5. He loves jeans, shirts, t-shirts, shoes and etc. (fashion)

6. He absolutely loves fine dressing.

7. He wants to get married by 24.

8. He has way too many perfumes.

9. He adores jewelery and fine watches and considers them art.

10. He always gets his heart broken before he ever will break a heart.

Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

People say that its hard to get over a relationship because we often think what could and would have been. I don't this is true. At least for me. Because I know for a fact what would have and could have been. What makes it hard to get over a relationship is the memories.memories continue to linger around. Everywhere u go, whatever you do, everything reminds you of it. Its just hard at times to let go of something you cherish. Something that you just want to continue having all your life. It just haunts you that you can't have it anymore. That you have to bury it deep inside until you can't remember it even exist. But it will still pop out again and tear you apart again. Over and over till theres not one bit of compassion left in you...

Night Cruising

Most of the time, we take almost everything for granted. Not to say that I don't, I do. But most of the time I realise it soon enough. For some, the only realise it when its too late. Often we take the people we love the most for granted. We often hurt those dear to us. We often break those close to us.

We do things that hurt others more often than we realise it. To us the things we do are ordinary but towards others, it might be devastating. They would just laugh and smile but deep inside they hurt. We are often ignorant of others.

Many times, we are unaware of the people in front of us. The ones that are always there. We tend to overlook those who care for us with all their hearts. Those who genuinely want to make our lives better, those who really want to just see us smile. Those who are happy by just being there for you. Oftentimes, they are disappointed ...

Charlene's 19th =)

From the people who brought you Gillian's birthday, we are proud to present....

CHARLENE'S BIRTHDAY!

Happy Birthday dear Charlene, again. XD Hope you had a great time yesterday. I'm pretty sure we all did ;)

Anyways, plans for the party started as early as Gilly's birthday :P We were all supposed to meet up in college at 6. Notice i used "supposed"? Yea, because I was supposed to be there at 6. But was delayed due to Kumar not being ready when i got to his place. Naturally, already late, I had to rush all the way to reach college. Yet still took me 45 minutes to get there. Stupid jam. So anyways, got to college, saw everyone was just waiting restlessly..

Everyone just got into the cars and we went off. 4 cars headed towards Charlene's house. Everyone was practically racing there. But Fidi got left behind, for reasons unknown. He did reach eventually, followed by Kim, Gilly & Izan. We took the stuff in and just waited for Charlene to get home. While waiting we prepared some of the basic stuffs first like the drinks. While preparing, Charlene's mum told us to get ready as she is home already. So we all took our places, and waited for her to come in. The moment she stepped in, she got shocked seeing all of us in her house =D After exchanging hugs and birthday wishes, we all started to set everything up especially the bbq.

The fire took a while to get started, so some started eating the ofter food first and some started drinking already. lol. Everyone was everywhere, some were inside lounging, some outside doing the bbq, some went to the shops to get stuff and some also went to the playground. Soon after Puvanes and WengChi & SiaoHui arrived as well. The more the merrier XD By this time we were already bbq-ing food. Eating away the chicken wings. After everyone was full, some sat down to have drinks, while the other half were inside dancing away. Pretty much continued on till early morning. The people outside also played indian poker. Yip puked, so did Adam. Indian poker isn't as easy as it seems. Pretty much by this time, Gilly, SiaoHui and Kim were KO-ed on the couch. After all the partying everyone just sat down and talked with each other. Until about 4 am, everyone had to leave. So did I, so I headed to send Kumar home, then it was home for me as well :)

City of Delusion

Sometimes you wish you are strong or think you are, but the day comes when you realize that you are not. That it was all a big cover up to hide everything that you don't want to show, or feel. It was all just buried down deep inside and then suddenly it reemerges. You try to deny the fact by pushing it away some more, but the harder you push it away, the harder it hits when it comes back. In the end, you end up back where you started. You can see it in your own eyes every time you look into the mirror. Your eyes betray you, its the only thing you can't hide. It lingers in your thoughts. Playing with your emotion bit by bit. Tearing you apart piece by piece. Yet you can only wish you were strong. Strong enough to at least hold yourself together, just for a little more time. Just to reach that light at the end of the tunnel. To leave the dark behind you. One can only wish...

Why sex is good...

1. Sex is a beauty treatment.
Scientific tests find that when women
make love they produce amounts of the
hormone estrogen, which makes hair
shine and skin smooth.








2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces
your chances of suffering dermatitis,
skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat
produced cleanses the pores and makes
your skin glow.








3. Lovemaking can burn up those
calories you piled on during that
romantic dinner.








4. Sex is one of the safest sports you
can take up. It stretches and tones up
just about every muscle in the body.
It's more enjoyable than swimming 20
laps, and you don't need special
sneakers!








5. Sex is an instant cure for mild
depression. It releases endorphins
into the bloodstream, producing a
sense of euphoria and leaving you with
a feeling of well-being.








6. The more sex you have, the more you
will be offered. The sexually active
body gives off greater quantities of
chemicals called pheromones. These
subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite
sex crazy!








7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in
the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE
EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.








8. Kissing each day will keep the
dentist away. Kissing encourages
saliva to wash food from the teeth and
lowers the level of the acid that
causes decay, preventing plaque build-
up.








9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A
lovemaking session can release the
tension that restricts blood vessels
in the brain.








10.. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a
stuffy nose. Sex is a natural
antihistamine. It can help combat
asthma and hay fever.

Starlight

I know I haven't been updating much. I'm just too lazy to update. Superbly lazy. Well, for those unaware, college is starting to go into week 4 already. So god damned fast. College occupies my life nowadays. Not that I'm complaining :) I pretty much leave for college early in the morning and come home late at night. Everyday. Coming home early is just not an option I consider anymore. There is just nothing to be done at home. Which obviously hurt my parent's feelings when I told them I don't like to be at home. Anyways, 2007 is looking good so far. But it isn't without the minor hiccups though. Things have made a turn for the unexpected lately. But I'll try and work it out.

Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST GILLIAN :D Happy 19th! You are old already Gillian XD old auntie hahahah. We celebrated Gilly's birthday in Luna Bar. I had the surprise all planned out perfectly. And it worked out perfectly. She got so surprised seeing us when she came out of the lift at Luna. We had out drinks and food there. It was a nice little celebration. Laughing and fooling around. We then left at 11 and headed to Asia Club. Was suppose to meet WengChi there but Si Hitam forgot to call him up while going there, so WengChi came later. We only played pool as we didn't want to make a fool of ourselves with our pathetic foos-ing. Gilly, Izan and AiWei went to Starbucks as they can't stand the smoke. Adam joined them soon after. We planned to leave at 2.30 am but stayed till about 3 talking and talking. Then we all went off. my car, carrying Kimmeh, Izan, Yippo and Fidi headed towards college as their cars were parked there. Got there said goodbyes and waited for out cars to warm up. As usual, if we warm up our cars, means we're not leaving soon enough. So we ended up staying there with Fidi giving us a feel how drifting feels like, talk-cock-sing-song-ing, looking at the stars, singing and honking. When we wanted to leave at 4, Fidi suddenly wanted to eat, so we all went up to ali maju and accompanied him to have his "breakfast". By that time my phone was ringing like mad from my dad's number. After Fidi finished, I bolted home. got home at 5 and I decided to just sleep in the car. Mind you I did have my keys with me. then by 7 I woke up and got up to the room.

So thats pretty much what happened yesterday. Had loads of fun with my dearest friends :)

Babble babble~

Theres 2 quotes I want to share with all of you...

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Clothes make a man, style defines him

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Being in love is not about looking for the right person,
instead its about being the right person

Monday Blues~

After much persuasion and demand from friends and readers alike, I'm finally getting down to updating this blog. I haven't been updating because I'm just too lazy. Well, its about time I get the ball rolling for 2007 :)

College just started today. Feels great to finally be able to see everyone on a daily basis. Well, almost everyone. Sadly most of the gang are moving up to year 2 of studies. I'm still stuck due to my incompetence of studying =/ So shall have to till February till everyone is in college. For those unaware, I'm back from Australia for about 2 weeks now. Boy, am I glad to be home. But I'm greeted home with the lousy internet problem caused by the earthquake in Taiwan. sheeesh. At least I don't have to be home a lot nowadays.

Now 2007 is here and I'm pretty much a year older. Time really flies lately. Sometimes you just wish it would just slow down a bit. I've come to realize even though I'm becoming 21, I don't feel like one. Slightly mature yes, but I just don't feel 21. When I was younger, seeing a 20 year old person seemed like very mature n old n responsible and all those stuff. Oddly I don't feel that way. I'm still pretty much the same. I'm amazed by toys, I act like a kid, I play video games. It's like I'm a kid stuck in an adult's body. Anyways, while in Australia, I did a lot of thinking about my life. I still haven't decide what I want to be when I work. Seriously no friggin idea at all. I don't know, is it because my interest is too wide? Is it because of my parents stopping me from doing what I really want? One thing is that, I can't imagine myself working in an office. I just can't. Try imagining. I'm sure you can't as well. My parents been bugging me about my studies. They think that I don't want to study. Truthfully, I really do. I know my parents think I'm a failure. They have this idea that I'm just going to work as a clerk in an office. I just don't study like how other people study. I don't read books. I observe and I listen. I know some of you guys will most probably be saying that I'm still failing. I know. I have no aspiration. Nothing to look forward to. Some people tell me to just think about being successful. Problem is, everyone wants to be. Its to general to say you want to be successful. Some people aspire to be successful to be a doctor, or maybe an engineer or architect. Probably thats the biggest problem for me.

Hopefully I'll be able to sort this out soon as possible. Need to finish up my current course by 2008 hopefully. Happy studying you guys! :)

Things that come in 3s

Three things in life that, once gone, never come back
1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity

Three things in life that may never be lost
1. Peace
2. Hope
3. Honesty

Three things in life that are most valuable
1. Love
2. Self-confidence
3. Friends

Three things in life that are never certain
1. Dreams
2. Success
3. Fortune

Three things that make a person
1. Hard work
2. Sincerity
3. Commitment

Three things in life that can destroy a person
1. Alcohol / Drugs
2. Pride
3. Anger

22nd of December :D

First of I'd like to wish a big big big BIG happy birthday to:

1. Cheah Weng Chi
2. Gan Siao Hui
3. Yip Sing Khuen
4. Kimberley Tan Li Ling

:D Hope you guys have a great blast of a birthday! Best of Wishes from your dearest friend ;)

Sadly I won't be able to celebrate it with you guys :( boohoo. I'm at the airport now waiting for my flight to Brisbane, Australia. By the way, the Wi-Fi here is so bloody slow =.=" So I hope you guys have a great holidays and....

don't miss me too much XD

so till then, adios~

To ponder upon...

I've always believed that when it comes to love, one should love another person with all their heart deeply and passionately. Without any second thoughts. For as long as I know I've been doing this. How is one suppose to keep on doing so after so much pain. Should one stop doing so? For fear of getting hurt yet again? Or should one continue to do so because he believes that is the only true way to love and to live life fully. I also believe that great love and great achievement involves great risk. But how much of a risk is one willing to endure? Questions, questions and more questions. Some people do say that some questions are best left unanswered.....