City of Delusion

Sometimes you wish you are strong or think you are, but the day comes when you realize that you are not. That it was all a big cover up to hide everything that you don't want to show, or feel. It was all just buried down deep inside and then suddenly it reemerges. You try to deny the fact by pushing it away some more, but the harder you push it away, the harder it hits when it comes back. In the end, you end up back where you started. You can see it in your own eyes every time you look into the mirror. Your eyes betray you, its the only thing you can't hide. It lingers in your thoughts. Playing with your emotion bit by bit. Tearing you apart piece by piece. Yet you can only wish you were strong. Strong enough to at least hold yourself together, just for a little more time. Just to reach that light at the end of the tunnel. To leave the dark behind you. One can only wish...