Waking up to the Sun

Sometimes, you don't realize how much things have changed. I guess it's because we only see our view of things. Just few days back i realized, that I've been wearing and owning my Brazil jersey for 12 years. I thought to myself, "Wow, I can still fit it even now." Then you start to see even bigger things, like how younger people just seem like they are the same age as you. We go to college, we go classes. Heck some graduate faster than us. =/

At times, I guess I get too complacent with life. Which is unhealthy I think. I shouldn't be. We shouldn't be. Took me more than 5 years to sort of figure out what I want to do with my life. At least I think I know. Or do I? Hmm. But yea, at least now I'm trying to get my life on track and trying to get things done. Don't get me wrong, not that I never did or try, I just didn't or couldn't find a way or reason to. As with most things, motivation is a very significant factor. 

I've only roughly have 4 weeks left before I fly off. Quite frankly, it is intimidating. I've been wanting to fly off to another country for quite a while. Never have I thought I'd be nervous about it. Some of you might think that I'd be worried about cooking or doing my own laundry. Heck no, I've been doing my laundry for half my life, just not the adult half. Its more about being in a place you're not familiar with. The different culture, people and rules. I do tend to make a fool out of myself. Doesn't help that I did it in Australia of all places. Some of you would know what I'm talking about. Yes. That incident. Stop laughing. I mean it.

What makes it worse is that I have yet to find a place to stay. To be honest, I'm quite particular about it. No, I'm not expecting a fancy bachelor pad or something, just something comfy and cosy. Somewhere I don't have to worry about cooking, or laundry, or hanging out. Somewhere I don't have to worry about having weird housemates or room mates. The horror. I've been telling my parents that I want a place in town. For reasons that I think are fair enough. My mom on the other hand insist that I stay in a dorm, near to campus. Simply because she wants me to be near to campus so that I won't be late. Frankly, I can practically live in class and still be late. So why bother. Its not that I want to be late, just saying that if I were to be late. I will. No matter where I stay. No?

I'll update more when I have the time. 

Toodles~