The Good Life

Sometimes things just don't go as smooth as you want it to be. and frankly, i feels like crap when it happens. so much you want to do, but alas there is nothing in your power you can do about it. the only thing you can do about it is to take a deep breath in and exhale. doesnt help much but it does help a bit. personally, i clench my fist.ahahaah.i know.its so stupid. but hey, everyone has their own way to deal with situations like these. =)

nothing much been going on. stay at home and being more involved with photomalaysia. even giving pointers to more experienced photographers.ahaha.which made me sound so stupid. i mean how can i even think of giving a more experienced photographer pointers?

i wish theres a way to release all the emotions im feeling inside. probably a ride on the solero shot ought to do it. i mean, that has got to be the nearest feeling to dying itself. seriously. freefalling from that height? i can already feel my balls shrinking even by thinking about it. *shudders* i need to get my adreneline pumping. problem is im practically stuck to this darn computer chair.

to top it off, i havent really been eating properly. today was the first time i had rice for so long. this is was the holidays do to me. i bet alot of people are gonna think i went on some crash course diet program or something.or maybe im just thinking highly of myself. ahaha. oh yeah, during open mic nite, mrs lorna said i failed her subject. GREAT. i'd have to do everything over again i guess. i hope i didnt actually fail. give me a pass and im happy enough already.

im having a running nose and i've been sneezing the whole day. my nose is blocked and i have a sorethroat and cough. not to forget a slight fever. i think. this flu is making it hard for me to think. >.<

im missing that special someone so much right now. i know now she's asleep. hehehe. she's had a tiring day. =)