Subterranean Homesick Alien

felt like blogging....
but nothing seems to come out..
sigh...

=/

Irony~

I just realised something...

my blog title is laugh and grow fat..yet the entries are mostly emo.

wtf?

>:D

Maybe we'll find better days....

why is something so simple, so hard to achieve? it was suppose to be straight to the point. now its to mangled up that its impossible to go back. why did it have to be like this? why is there no simple way out? tell me please T.T

Panther

Tingkap

Sungai

=)

Run

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it any where
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you can not hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder, Louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think i might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you can not hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder, Louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want's to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart, my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if its just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you can not hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Worlds apart...

i dont know how to express myself lately. alot of things going through my mind. all about you. i've been thinking about you alot. its hard. im empty. there is a hole where someone used to fill. im sad. yet no one sees it. im drowning. yet no one saves me. im going deeper into the darkness. life is just not colourful anymore :(

Red Umbrella

This is from Sean Eng. taken at the KTM station in KL. don't i just look like a ........

Aliff

Zeffy

Sean Eng

Susan

Afif 'Bukit' Mansor

Amir

Fidi

Kumar

Jason

Weng "Penyu" Chi

Adam Dewind

Yippo

Collin

Void

As i look out the window, i realise how repetitive life can get. its like a cassette playing on loop. it made me realise i've lost myself in the midst of everyhing. no direction or sense as to what and why. i just wake up because i have to go college. and i sleep just because i have to wake up for college. everything is college lately. this semester will be rather hectic. but all looks good so far. still understanding stats, C, and VB. i went to Amcorp Mall today. WengChi and Adam accompanied me there. we went there to go send the EOS888 for a repair. it seems that the camera's shutter mechanism melted. O_o? the weather is too hot. wow. melting camera. its costing me RM165. i saw a shop selling the camera for RM250. o_O"
im planning to get the FM2n or F3 with a motordrive.mmmmmlovely.anyone want to get it for me? xD

seems like im going to have a quite long day tomorrow. classes. then i have to go meet up afif and go shooting with him.wonder where he wants to go. then at night i'll have the ice breaking thing and then probably drop by Damansara for TT.

i'll scan some photos i took soon. havent been to the pc for so long. should go there soon because theres alot i need to do there...

=D

This is me trying out the FM2n with a 105mm f/1.8 nikkor lens. both items are older than me i think O_o"

*pic courtesy of Ted Adnan™*

Petaling Street

Went out today. to chinatown to be exact. drove down there and met up with zeffy and sean. since all of us were hungry so we headed for food first. we had nasi goreng, mee goreng, maggi goreng and satay. alot, i know. the mamak owner is darn cool! the couple can speak cantonese so fluently! even more fluent than zeffy and sean! lol. after that we headed to do our shooting. mostly i just walked around. zeffy did the most shooting. so at about 12am we decided to go home :) enjoy the pics !

Stalk

Wired

Doors

Vandal

Empty

Button

Cross

Street

Corridor

Push

Window

Pair

Eyes

I remember your smile....

blue sky, white fluffy clouds..
such a beautiful day...
yet sorrow fills my heart.

i can feel the wind against my skin..
cooling and calming...
yet sorrow fills my heart..

the sun shining, the birds singing..
such a perfect recipe..
yet sorrow fills my heart..

i remember your smile.
in the hopes for us to find better days.
tonight the world begins again...