Inspiration

It has been a very long while since I posted something up. Very long while. I've just been up to the usual. Undoubtedly, life is a bit different than how I envisioned it to be. But that's life, it has it's ways to surprise you and catch you unprepared. No matter, I'm up for the challenge.

6 months has passed (roughly) since I came back from Australia. Being back in your own country is just simply amazing. I'm much more appreciative of what I have now. Hardly do I complain about anything in my life now. Circumstances are different here and there but hey, that's life for you. Everything is constantly changing. As they say, everything happens for a reason.

I have to admit, these are trying times. The world is in crisis, the country is in so much problems. Worries me sometimes how our generation will live in the near future. I have faith though that we will be able to solve this. We will make it all better. I will make it better.

I've learned to come to terms with certain things in my life that are out of my control. What I mean is love. Yep. Still single. Still looking. Or found. But that's for another day. I'm trying to improve myself, for the better. Keep reminding myself of the positive things. Everyday I am just thankful for everything that God has give me. I really do. Life really isn't that bad. You just have to stop, and enjoy the view around you.

The clock just turned 3am. I hope to write more often this time around. Getting comments from you people really gives me inspiration. I thank you for your comments, they really mean a lot to me. I hope you will continue to read my simple and humble writings.

Have a good day :)

God bless.

Back to December

Its been a while. Every once in a while, a thought creeps up to me. Its been about 4 years since my last relationship. To be honest, I'm quite scared to be in relationship again. I can't even remember what it feels like to be in one. I'm not sure if I still know how to be in one.

If I were to..

Shower my worries away, the bill at the end of the month would be quite a large sum.

Incoming

Just like that, 5 weekends of January 2011 went by. Things are still looking up, and hopefully will continue on to do so for the rest of the year. Pretty soon I'll be back to the good life back in KL. Can't wait. Its practically all I've been thinking about the past 2 weeks. People would say Australia can offer me a better life, but no thanks, I'll have the good life of KL.

In a few months, I'll turn 25. Thats a quarter of a century. Seeing peers of my age, they've obviously achieved a lot in 25 years. Mostly with degrees, a handful with jobs, some are married, some even with children. Me? Oh thats a different story all together. I wish I could say I was cryogenically frozen for a few years so thats why I'm a tad slow. But that will just remain a wish. So many plans in my head, just stuck there. I'll try and push a few out, hopefully this year.

Here's to us.

Two Zero One One

Felt like it was just last week that I welcomed 2010. It went by so fast. Now its already 2011. If you asked me what do I remember most in 2010, it'd say its a hard call. Not because there's so many to recall, but there's hardly any in the first place. As forgettable 2010 is, it still left an impact in my life. I came to realize the things that were and are important to me. Took a while for me to realise it, but I eventually did.

I'm very much looking forward to 2011. So far it started out good. Spent quality time with friends on new year's eve. Even on new year's day. Now I even have someone important and dear to me back in my life. I'm happier.

Happy New Year.

Butterflies and Revelations.

So there I sat, in the shower. With water crashing at the top of my head, rushing down the sides. I was hoping the sound would silence out my thoughts. It did for a while. But just not long or loud enough. Amidst the sounds of water all around me, my thoughts were still swirling around in my head. They were still fixed on you.

I tried to focus on the sounds of the water crashing. But it only made me think about things even more. I thought of the events of the past 2 weeks. The events has made me realize things I always thought I knew, I didn't. It has opened my mind and heart to a whole new idea and understanding.

I know now what I want. More than ever.

Tweaks

Kinda like how my desktop looks like now. :)