Friday, December 30, 2005

FECCCCCCCCCCK

BLOODY HEEELLLLLL.results ku mcm sial.aku tak puas hati btol.IT aku dpt cresit while communication skills pass?wtffffff.i studied and did assignments n went to class all.why just credit n passsssss.i targeted distincition!stupid!!!!! gaaaaaaah.i dun even know how i barely passed CS.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

what is it that i desire?

woohooo.these are pcitures from my raya open hse not long ago.it was a fun n tiring nite.some couldnt make it.sbb masa tuh nk spm.sedih tol.no matter.masa masa lain ada.insya allah.lol.hope u like the pictures!(although theres only one picture of me)


hahahahaha Posted by Picasa


L-R Dan,Syamil,Aliah,Karrot and Zayd Posted by Picasa


This is the only picture with me in it. Posted by Picasa


L-R Sureena,Nasrul,Syazna,Fez,Marzuki and Ezzad Posted by Picasa


Ali,Sultan and Naga Posted by Picasa


Melissa and Kelvs and Li Pin(u guys look so good together) Posted by Picasa


Ciggie break! L-R Ali,Yazmeen,Zaim,Shazni and Veronica Posted by Picasa


This is Zaim.He wanted a close up picture.here u go Zaim Posted by Picasa


Fez looks freaky.thats Syazna the hollow ghost.  Posted by Picasa


Zayd,Karrot,Bob,Fez and Syazna Posted by Picasa


Yazmeen as usual doing the tongue thing when her picha is taken.Ali muke toya Posted by Picasa

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Vampires won't hurt you,i know..cuz i'm one

Hmmmm.what a way to start a day.i slept at 4(as usual).i tot i would be able to sleep till like 12 or 1.but noooooooooooooo.my mum had to wake me up.cuz some feng shui lady coming over to check out the house.she woke me up at 9!gaaaaaaaaaaaah.crazy.as USUAL,im at home whole day.yeah,i know.i planned to go to hartamas.din work.ja n fah had to stay home to teman their moms.so sad.im so darn bored.im sure u can guess what i've been doin whole day.yeps.u guessed right.ONLINE.friggin online.maaaaan.i need a life. .____.

but towards the evening today.my day kinda turned from bad to worst.ahahaha.it started to rain so the internet kept DCing.which in turn irritated me to the very foundation of my patience.felt like throwing the pc into the fish pond.i was probably feeling such cuz i was not in a proper emotional state mind you.loneliness kicked in.shit.all those emo feelings flooding in me.you know?everything wasnt right.everything was just so wrong.damn.i miss that little sparkle.the sparkle that will always make me smile.i found it before.im sure one day i'll find that sparkle again.

holidays suck big time.everyone is away.no one is home(except for me).sigh. HELP MEEEE.IM FRIGGIN BOOHOO BORED. .____.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

No dissapointments till i wake up~

I tot i was gonna end up sleeping early tonite but i guess im wrong.now days i just lose track of time.my biological clock is wonkers.Its 3.13am now.and im bored shitless.no one's online expect Tressa(Tressa rajin teman me!).She's editting her blog now.i can't wait to see what it looks like.Earlier on, I didn't have proper dinner.so by now im hungry.so i went down to get myself some food to munch on.theres nothing.zilch.non.i wanted to cook maggi then but suddenly the case of laziness kicks in.typical me.so headed back up with empty hands. .__. when i got back upstairs.i suddenly felt that i wanted to eat the kuey yeow at hartamas square.yumm yumm.i can almost taste it already!.so i tot to myself why not go to hartamas square at nite! so i ajaked tressa,she said she will comfirm with me later.now just gotta ajak jaja n fah n sesapa lagi la.as they say the more the merrier!(somehow that suits the christmas season).I hope this lil plan of mine will happen cuz lately havent really lepaked with ppl that much.the need to hang around and talk matters that dont matter is there.

On a different note, my life feels empty.its like there is no goal,no drive to achieve,dare i say no will to live?maybe not to that extent,but u probably get the picture.its like i dont have something to look forward to like i used to.nothing to care,nothing to hope for.its like an endless void in my life.trying to fill it up with things but it cant just be filled with anything.theres something that belongs to that void.like a piece to a big puzzle.it will fit perfectly.have i found that piece of puzzle?im not quite sure myself.feels like it.but reality shows otherwise.as some would say,the heart has reasons that reasons cant explain.i want to feel that drive again.i want to feel exhilirated when i wake up in the morning.i want to hope for something.i want to give something.for a moment not far back.i got to feel it again,although just for a while.i just hope one day it will be here to stay..

Toodles~


Terminal Nord-Paris Posted by Picasa

Monday, December 26, 2005


Muh larvhly desktop Posted by Picasa


Chip and Makram after winning the shuffle competiton!Best shufflers in KL.u go guys Posted by Picasa

gaaaaaaah!!! Panda eyes!

effin hell! i slept at 6am this morning.It's 12 pm now.only 6 hours of sleep!im sooooo having panda eyes.hahahah.not that it matters anyways.im already looking the worst i can be,with my messy,unshaven facial hair.lol.I was up so late this morning cuz i was working on making this blog to look and work better.I added a tag box and linked a few other blogs belonging to my friends.I was also working on my friendster's template.friendster's one was easier cuz there was a html code generator,which made everyyyything simple.

I'm sooooo sleepy rite now but I think my body's had enuff rest.i think.While I was sleeping just now,my mum gave me 10 bux. .____. I suppose thats for going out?ahahha.no matter.I'll still go out with 10 bux.Mom n and Pops went to Muar,Johore cuz pops has to attend one of his company's meetings I think.Its good seeing pops out working again.can u imagine,he was at home everyday for like 1 year i think.its just crazy!i couldnt do anything back then without being nagged by him.

Lately im not my usual self.but then again,when am i my usual self?i've been having alot of things on my mind lately.most of which i cant solve cuz its way outta my hands.but one thing im worrying about is my results.its taking them soooo long to get the results out.i hope i do good.but i know i wont for maths.my answer sheet was pratically empty.sigh.i hope i score all the other 3 subjects.that would atleast lessen the blow of failing maths on purpose.

its so boring in KL!!!!i have nothing to do.or maybe i just dunno wat to do anymore.its crazy.or its just maybe that i have sumone or sumthing contantly on my mind that i cant really concerntrate on other things.i have to stop thinking about it.not good*nods*.i think i need a new pc.everyone i the house is using this one.sigh.im gonna go now.i'll add more later.
toodles~


Farid's farewell L-R Mone,Me, Farid, Fezzy and Faris
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this is wat i do in class when im bored.btw the guy in the cap is Amir,and the big dude there is Adam. We'r ethe only Malays in class.effin great Posted by Picasa


this is my grandma.ok,i MIGHT look abit like her.shitzzers,i look fat in this picha o_O Posted by Picasa


Thats my granpa.I dont look much like him do i? O_o Posted by Picasa


Me at Dome OU.Chilling to the Milling bak kata Gundeks Posted by Picasa


this is russel.fez punya kucing mengada.mengada gile ok.ahahaha.but still comeiiiii Posted by Picasa


Me n Fezzy kene ditch duduk kat table masa our dates were dancing.ahahaha Posted by Picasa


Yunnie and I :) Posted by Picasa


My first time dancing.ahahaha. Posted by Picasa


thats Ja on the left,then in the red one is Yunnie the guy there is Bear(ME!) that amoi there is Arifah.hehhe Posted by Picasa